Figuring out lifes questions...

Its hard to really say what puzzles people more than the craziness of love. I myself am trying to figure out who I am and i find myself wondering if there really is someone out there who can love me for who i really am. Its an odd feeling. I find myself heart broken in one moment, but feeling whole and alive the next. Am i alone in this crazy mixed up messed up swirl of emotions? Or are the blurry shapes passing by me in the haze others, with the same problem as mine? Or are they simply the people that i once loved? Or people who i was supposed to love? I cant figure out these simple questions. Am I to love but never be loved back? Am i doomed to be alone, spending my days wondering in the forests amongst the animals? Life has many mysteries, I just wish i can solve mine, before i end up losing everything i hold dear to me. Life holds many surprises, some good, some bad, i just wish that it were easier to find out why most of them have more than one meaning.